First time cutting in four days! Feels so good.

I shouldn’t be sitting here, and asking myself if I should cut or not

flower-of-destiny:

There is a girl, with tears in her eyes.

There is a girl, with darkness in her heart.

There is a girl, who lost her mind.

Wondering if I can help her.

There is a girl, I don’t know.

There is a girl, who seems to be lonely.

There is a girl, I want to hug.

But as I open my arms towards her,

I realize this girl is me. My reflection.

Mirror mirror, please help me.

- flower of destiny

73 freakin dollars for my depression meds! Seriously?! Why can’t you make depression medication any cheaper? On top of that my normal medication is over 20 bucks. I had to dish out 100+ dollars this month, just to buy my pills. What the freakin’ hell?!

And my mom can’t get me on disability at the moment, because of her own problems with it. So yay! Though she might get the doctor to put her on depression pills [she used to get them] so she’s thinking that if she got on some, I’d be able to take them, since she wouldn’t and what not.

But man. Freakin’ fun times.